Strengthen the Etheric FieldThis morning I was reading through the first lesson of the Free Colour Therapy course and it reminded me of an experience I had when I was travelling through Mexico in 2006. So, I thought I would share this particular experience with you today, so you can see how colour really can help.
I had a desire to meet with a Shaman, but I did not want to set this up. I love to experience things that are meant to come our way and not only that, I didn't really know if a commercialised Shaman was going to do the trick. Anyway, I set the intention to meet with a Shaman if it was divinely right for me to do so.
One day my daughter that I was travelling with and I went into the centre of town in Merida. We sat in the quiet on the side of the street watching a parade when a man approached us. He started to talk to my daughter in Spanish. I don't speak any Spanish so I didn't know what he was talking about. She turned to me and said he just said "your mother needs healing". I asked why and his response to my daughter was "she has a problem in her heart and it is connected with a man and she can't have him." Now, that is a long story, one for another time, but it was true. I had met someone and we were in daily contact via email as I traveled but it was not possible for me to enter into a relationship with this man. Or, it could have been the Egyptian that had started to pursue me, who in later years broke my heart into a billion shreds when he had to meet the cultural expectations of marrying Egyptian to have children. And that is another story for another time. However, apparently I need healing, and he said he was a Shaman, so I thought this was what I had put out, so I would go with it. We arranged a time and he came to our backpackers room to do the healing. He brought with him all the herbs and things he needed to do this healing. My daughter stayed in the room with me, but at some point she decided to leave the room and he got just a little bit too close to touching me indecently, at least in my opinion. Alarms bells rang and I asked him to stop and leave.
The following day, my daughter and I went to the bus station to catch a bus to some botanical gardens. I can't remember which one. Anyway as my daughter was buying tickets a man in a suit came up to me and pointed out that I had tomato sauce all over my bag and my shirt. He said he would clean it off my bag while I cleaned it off my shirt. I was surprised at where the sauce had come from and wasn't thinking straight. My daughter came running... "No!! Mum!! No!!" and she pushed him away telling him to "go!". My daughter said, "you don't understand Mum, they are trying to get your purse". Lucky for me, my daughter is travel savvy, but...it triggered my emotions and all of a sudden the experience of the day before came flooding back.
We sat on the bus and I could feel all the deep buried emotions of shame and violation come over me. I knew my group of LUXOR Light meditation students were meeting in Perth that evening which was the same time as we were on the bus. I rang them and asked if they could send me some distant healing during their meditation that night and we went on to the botanical gardens.
I felt terrible, dirty and violated and I realised that I had left myself wide open to receive an entity from the experience from the so called Shaman, but I was determined to find a symbolic reason for me to have attracted this experience into my life, but first I wanted to heal it.
When we arrived at the gardens the first thing that took my attention were the colours of the plants. They were bold oranges and magentas, just perfect for me to heal the etheric field and repair any damange that may have come to me. I spent my day wandering the gardens, breathing in the vibrant colours into my etheric field and still enjoyed the day, among the plants, the greenery bringing me back into balance and being able to laugh and have fun with my daughter as we marveled at the big monitor lizards
Monitor Lizard SymbologyOne symbolism of the monitor lizard is that of protection. Knowing how to protect and defend yourself is important and it takes a strong sense of self worth to do so. Having that strong sense of self worth gives you the strength and confidence to protect and be willing to defend yourself. I was luckily confident enough to be able to say "no, I do not wish you to go any further" and told the fake shaman to leave.
I knew that this experience was not only for me as I see all my experiences as being teaching experiences so I can help others. There may be others coming into my field that need help in this direction.